A serious problem…. or not.

I have no idea who created this little public service ad… but it’s brills.  I snagged it from a friend on facebook who got it from this person who got it from this person… some guy named Peter.  I shared it on my facebook page, so why here?  A chord was struck after I read the comments some people left…

Jon commented:

this reminds me of so many moments where I noticed the fear in my mothers eyes when I would talk about being an artist for a living…  ‎”living” lol

Jonathon said:

I’ve always said, screw anyone who is against what I’m passionate about.

I really do think [artists] definitely need to also have a business mind, not a stuck-in-the-closet “doing my own creepy little bits of art stuffs” kind of thinking… that way of thinking will never earn a man a loaf of bread.

Luis remarked to Jonathon:

being creepy is what it takes to get bread i will just go on atkins

Jasmine declared:

sure—take away my art supplies, I’ll just get them somewhere else.

…and Cat laughed:

 if only my parents had read the warning signs I might not be in this situation!

I’ve been pointedly doing this art thing now for over 10 years.  I’ve had some success and a lot of disappointments.  A lot of ‘near-misses’ in terms of sales, getting a picture right or getting a ‘break’.  Nowadays I have space and time to consistently create and the only thing that holds me back from that is just… me.  Well, it was always me, one way or another, but now it’s just more apparent and I can deal with whatever comes up.

I had to starve and sweat and scream and push to get here.  As a kid I was told that drawing was a waste of paper, as a teenager I wasn’t allowed to take music or art classes.  I drew in secret, with my bedroom door locked.  They were some of the most fulfilling hours of my life.  Growing up, I loved comic books (still do…) and was shamed for it every time I came home with them.

Once I was more or less on my own, I bought my first sketchbook.  I was 21, had dropped out of a college degree program I never chose for myself and was driving around the States.  I drew, and drew, then something strange happened: I started getting panic attacks when I drew.  I had to draw fast, real fast, then close the book and walk away so I wouldn’t feel all that anxiety.  It’s been quite a journey to get to a point where I could do what I want to do.

A couple of years ago my Dad said how proud he was that I was living life on my own terms.  He said that I’d ‘been living on my wits’ all these years.  Notice, he didn’t say I’d ‘been living on my art.’  And he was right, technically.  I was saddened to realize how far there is to go, and that he and most of my family still didn’t get what I was after…

That I had been living for it, for every venture into job and work and show and move to a new state or country, I had been searching for a way to let myself create.  I had been searching to surround myself with people who understood that enough that they could just enjoy me enjoying it, not telling me what job I should get or what I should be doing with my life.  Everything has been for art/peace and resolving the demons that barred the way, when it wasn’t just about survival (and there’ve been a few times…).

Art, is powerful stuff.  Then I run across this (below), and yeah, I like the sentiment.  Yet… I’m not going to stop until I really make a living doing this.  I mean, I’m not going to stop. (If I could make that period bigger, I would)  I’m giving the world at large no choice in the matter, no fucking choice whatsoever.  I am an artist and here to stay.  So… let’s go ahead and rise even further.

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bouncy dress; right off the page

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The Help parody poster, parried.

It’s been floating around… the mock poster for The Help.  It started at The Shiznit with their annual ‘shopping (photoshopping) of “the posters for this awards season’s biggest movies so they’re a little more honest about their content.”  I’ll hand it to them, some are pretty funny.

… and I get where the artist was going, more or less, with the tagline ‘White people solve racism.’  Ha ha, white people figure it out and save everyone and everyone changes.  Yay.

But I don’t totally buy it.  As a white person myself, I’ve run into a fair share of racism because of my skin color… from Oakland to Alaska to the islands of Hawai’i.  Even down here in Colombia I am treated differently because I am white; granted, in Colombia it is openly considered a ‘cool’ thing that I am a white guy from the USA (it’s an odd experience)… yet it also makes me more of a target on city streets to aspiring thieves.  I am glad that I’ve been able to directly experience both sides of the spectrum in my time, the positive and negative prejudices people have towards my skin color.

And then, of course, there is the gay thing, and I’ve dealt with plenty of prejudice on that end, from strangers to family.

I think we all deal with prejudice on a regular basis; all of us in one way or another, giving and receiving.  One way or another, it’s in our face, it gets lodged in the back of our minds thanks to cultural norms, group thinking, media and it takes some work bringing these misinformed ideas to light in order to really manifest change.  As a white guy, I’ve found it difficult to talk freely about racism/prejudice to other brothers and sisters of color(s).  Some have reacted with such a fuming indignation that a white guy would have anything to say that I have built up a tendency to avoid the subject (but not that much, as I’m still talking).  There are times I wonder how we, as a world, are going to get over that shit.  I have hope though – deep strong hope that we can. Maybe we need some better messages along the way.  This is one of mine:

I know it isn’t easy.  There’s millennia of hurt on all sides of the equation.  I think that forgiveness is the best way to begin to break the cycles.  I know it isn’t easy to forgive (trust me, I know); some pains have incredibly deep roots.  Doesn’t mean it’s impossible, though… and waiting for the right apology can be a very, very long wait indeed; forgiveness forestalls the need to wait around for the other to mature.  I realize, too, that forgiving injustices doesn’t mean letting the same dynamics repeat themselves.  It’s a cool dance to learn if you’re game.  We might as well, the old moves aren’t working.

That’s my two bits.

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Super Heroines, High in Fashion.

I don’t know why there isn’t more of this in comics.  I mean, really, Wonder Woman would definitely go for some Jil Sander or some unknown Greek fashion designer every now and then as she goes toe to toe with the Cheetah (who would in turn be praised for keeping animal prints in style until it came out in the media that she eats babies [or something], then she’d lose that Vogue cover)…

Anyways… for now… below… (inspired by the) fall/winter 2010 Louis Vuitton… up in flames:

fashion gives me such a charge…

the shoes are my design… more to come.

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Red Road Buddha (sneaks up on ya…)

I thought it was cute at the time, Lis taking vids of the bobble-Buddha sitting on the dashboard of the well-seasoned (as in old, and perfectly funky) convertible I was considering buying.  I never thought her video would turn out as good as it did.

Lis and I were on our way to Hilo, or Pahoa – I forget which; mostly it was just a beautiful drive along the Red Road on a beautiful day.  Living on the Big Island of Hawai’i for two and a half years was one of the best things I ever did for myself.  I met my husband there, I began to heal some long-standing wounds, I got to apprentice with an amazing artist, and I learned a lot about love (…and lovin’).  Granted, I gave up a lot to do so… but I think what I gave up… I don’t think much of it was built to last anyway.  So there you go.

And although I don’t live in Hawai’i anymore… my Pele, I want to go back.  Hec and I talk about living there again, and everytime we do I just sigh.

So there you go.  Aloha.

 

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Hyuro Street Art

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Valencia, Spain.

Excellent, excellent street art from Valencia, Spain… I am inspired.
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The Guayacan Tree

There is a tree in my front yard that flowers a few times a year.  The blossoms come on suddenly, like a great burst of yellow, and within a week they are done.  So for a week, a few times each year, there are explosions of yellow on the hillsides here that rain down on the roads and yards below them… this is one of my favourite things about Colombia, the Guayacan tree…

There is no strong odor, just yellow.  One of the funny things about Colombia is that the yards always need raking because some sort of plant is leaving is withered mark.  There seems to be a hint of autumn in the air throughout the year.

Then there’s my dog, Dahiana.  She’s 10 months old and I can’t think of life without her.  I had a dog as a kid, Honey, and she was epic in her doggy greatness.  I got a cat sixteen years ago (she’s still going strong) and she has been the perfect companion through my years of questing and moving and searching.  Nowadays Carnival sleeps a lot more, but she’s still clear and present and true to the strong personality I’ve known all these years.  The puppy has definitely helped to keep her on her toes; they don’t fight but if Dahiana gets too close to Carnival then it’s a swift de-clawed paw to the noggin.  Since there are no claws Dahiana just kind of jumps, barks and before too long comes back for more.

My dog cracks me up… she’s a bit of a freak as I suppose most dogs are once you get to know them.  I read and applied a lot of the techniques from ‘The Dog Whisperer’ Cesar Milan, and man they work.  She’s pretty stable and well-trained, and that foundation allows for the kind of funny, personal, endearing relationship you can only have with a dog.

The Guayacan blooms and the animals get older.  With January Colombia starts up again: everyone comes back from vacation to renew work contracts and start a new year of school.  You can feel the momentum gather and come to life.  After a month of festivities that regularly last all night, inclusive of young and old and every scrap of family anyone can think of, the population gets back to work with a readiness – people are ready to build and earn and save and move forward again.  The synergy of the cycles (calendar new year, new school year, new work year) is kind of comforting.  It feels like the whole country is on the same page a lot of the time.

It’s gonna be another interesting year.

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